How in the hell did I end up here? Why am I going through this? Don't those questions seem just as normal as brushing your teeth daily once u hit a certain age in life, certain time in life in general? Well, I oftentimes find myself asking these questions daily.
How can you feel that way? What's the matter with you, do you not see what blessing it is to have children? How could you not appreciate a beautiful house, loving mate and the ultimate money-making career? What exactly do we do in such trying, confusing times? Do we fight? Do we shout and yell bloody murder and go ape shit?
We tend to repeat history by not learning the correct elements the first time around. It split the crossroad into thirds. There's the "his side", "her side", and the "truth." It's typical to think there's a right and wrong in the sense, but what we really can focus on is the balance.
I at times can fall victim to my past. Self-sabotaging with thoughts of what could have or what I believe should have been. The truth of the matter is, we all are afraid to put on the life vest n just jump in water, having faith this bright ass orange shit will keep us afloat. That's why it's called a leap of faith. Go ahead and close your eyes if you want to, but you are going to miss a great bird's eye view of your own life taking flight.
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