Here we go again. Mind racing all over the place with no chance of winning anything but even more distress. Life has hit pretty much every soul on the planet like a huge meteor that supposedly missed earth. Things are to the point where you actually can safely ask, “how much worse can it get?”
Personally I am just about ready to get off of this emotional rollercoaster of what-if’s. One thing is definitely for certain. Nothing right now is for certain. Stores that have been in business since 4oz chips were only a mere quarter are now selling out and/or shutting down. Classes have come to an abrupt halt with promises of connection through a thin invisible cord and a 8in screen. Dappin' keys instead of feeling the frequency of ones aura.
Isn’t it funny how movies foretold a future as such soo many times over yet we sat blankly, like the good minuscule sheep we have deducted ourselves to. Laughing and feeding our bellies with poisons that has the illusion of actual nutrients. Crying in the streets pointing the finger, when in turn those four are right back at us in true manner. Pointing at ourselves as we have been in connection to our own demise without even knowing so. Feeding and aiding it day after day. Year after year. Holiday after pagan holiday.
You know when my first child was not even two years blessed into my life, I would get super sad when holidays came around. I used to be like how in the hell is this the most magical time of the year? I’m running ragged trying to figure things out because for one, I was a newly single first time mother at the tender age of 21. I should’ve have been getting my face peeled off of someone’s mothers floor. Not be knee deep in diapers and formula. Not only that but I was also the recipient of no longer having a place to call home due to abuse. Wow, this is turning into your typically non-white story after high school huh? It’s funny. As much as I tried to beat stereotypes, the more I acquired under my tiny belt. But this is why it is imperative for the younger generation to stem far away from union-ship until they have sense of self completely. Being accountable for ones mistakes, responsibilities and goals. Holding nobody except self in compliance with such. Then will one be able to do so and pave the way for this new highly influential life. That would be a nice restart wouldn’t cha say?
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