Jul 6, 2021

Triggered

Updated: Jul 7, 2021

Have you ever loved somebody soo much it makes you cry? Just kidding, and not Brandy. Today class we will speak on TRIGGERS. Just like people, animals and plants, they come in all different shapes and sizes. I am a firm believer that folks of my generation have endured more trauma than any other due to the mere fact, we know of it. Not just by the stories and headlines, we feel it in our souls. Remember that our Ancestors are flowing right on through us. Not just spiritually but physically! Women especially! Don't come for me at all on this FACT. A female is born with all the two to three million eggs that she can conceive and menstrurate with. Meaning when your mother was being developed in your grandmother, you were right in there with her. STOP. THINK ABOUT IT. Your fathers sperm is just activation. Sorry fellas, but I will be the first to tell you, all that big nut fuss y'all have is mainly for us. Y'all are just activators.

This past year was (fill in the blank here) to say the least right? I can only imagine what goes through the childrens heads. My child has constant dreams of being back around her friends. She misses them dearly. She also knows Mama ain't having that.

Back in 2016 I had my GRAND AWAKENING. I will break that down one day. Now in this time I pulled my daughter out of school after watching a bit of the Hidden Colors series and studying. It was the best decision I had ever made. I feel that when it comes to schooling, children need to be taught by their guide aka their parent or GUARDian. Why would I send my child to this institute that is eerily similar to jai? Lines, yard time aka recess, bells vs buzzards for doors to be shut, chow time or lunch period where they serve nasty shit your dog wouldn't eat because even he can tell it's been sitting in a warehouse over a year waiting to get flash cooked. Teachers who downplay your childs dreams and ambitions because they don't know them fully due to mama having to move around so much this is your fifth school in two years. Children who bully babies so bad they want and do kill themselves? What the entire f**k!? Sounds like a horror movie of some sorts. But it's not. It's what you yell at your child to get up and go to five times out of the seven days per week. They are with strangers more than family. Haven't you ever wondered why you rarely seen any Mexicans at daycares or afterschool programs? They don't play about their family! I love that about their culture. They stick way the fuck together. You see how many come out one place. Keep it simple yet still they drip with beautiful essence. Have you seen a Quinceañera?

The girl isn't getting married but it's so lavish and celebratory for their baby girl coming into womanhood. Many Melanated folks in the Americas have lost their sense of family. All of these condos being built are showing how society is banking on just that. Single people to rent.

Just before making this post I seen a headline of a child being shot. Next day, a child being stabbed to death. If you are familiar with algorithm and subliminal messages, you know that these are TRIGGERS. Right when you open your web browser, something bad. Right when you scroll for an extra minute on Facebook, something bad. Google newsfeed will post something bad, something unimportant such as a celebrity that's now selling a brand of liquor or whatever distraction they can. But there is great hope for all! Read on.

Not to long ago I watched a very shocking documentary on Netflix called The Social Dilemma. Wow, was my top blown off. First off by the very mention of spyware aka algorithms that pop up in your phone after you have a phone convo about metallic boots and now it's on every platform you visit. Yes, your phone is listening to you boo. Not just Alexa, Siri and now I'm just learning Miss Cortana from Windows. Lol. "Why do you give them faces? Try to friendly them up and make them seem human?", say Will Smith in the movie, I Robot. They always throw clues in movies. Crumbs of what may come to fruition. I bet you wonder, how the hell can the Simpsons keep predicting this shit? Why when such and such happens AROUND THE WORLD, it affects you in such a way? Because "they" have shit like C.E.R.N and CRISPA. Not sure what it is, please use your duckduckgo search engine and look it up. Google will just track the hell out of you. This documentary interviews the very people who have designed and worked for your top social media platforms. Right out the horses mouth. So head on over to your phone settings and turn off those annoying notifications. You should already know how important you are, and not by the number of icons in your status bar.

"I'm not doing anything wrong, nor to where they need or want to track me. What's the big deal?" Take a gander at that documentary I mentioned and see if you feel the same. If you don't have Netflix or just don't care to watch it, let me break it down fa ya lazy arse. Every click, every like, every comment, every search, every got damn post is being monitored. The "FACT CHECKERS' came heavy during the PLANdemic. What's a fact checker. Oh that's a paid bot that says when you post truth about the Tuskegee Experiment carried out on hopeless, trusting, melanatated males receiving shots they thought would cure and help them only to find out it was a 4 decade experiment on how syphilis's affects melanated beings. Remember they can only test white mice ya. Has ya doc said, "take this and if it doesn't work come back?" My doc was so stumped one time by an outbreak on my fingers that she took pictures to share to her doctor group. Exsqueeze me? Yet they are getting beaucoup dollars for what? Study your own meat suit and change your diet Tiara, my higher self called out to me and said.